I have been super MIA for over a month, haven't I?
Well, just a few little updates:
*I'm still attending my WW meetings weekly.
*I am struggling BIG time.
*I am almost back to my WW starting weight.
*This week will be my 16th meeting and thus will be time for a persistence award. I'm dreading this meeting because I know the leader will ask me if I mind sharing how much I've lost...
It's ridiculous that someone my size will have lost almost nothing in 16 weeks. But let's be honest - I haven't been consistent: I haven't stayed on plan, I haven't tracked, I haven't worked out like I should be. I don't know why I can't muster up the strength, courage, and motivation to do this. It's frustrating and scary. And for some reason I'm terrified of committing myself to it.
That's really all I have to say for today. Meanwhile, I will still keep trudging along. My big goal for this week has been to track everything I eat, no matter how ugly it might be. And I have stuck to that. And it has been pretty ugly.